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Life sucks. I never have anything to do. All I do is sit around at… - Bubblebrain's Bubblely Thoughts
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Life sucks.

I never have anything to do.
All I do is sit around at home all day.

I can't get a job....so far.
I keep getting turned down.

I have no real friends anymore....none.
The only ones I do have are to far away or super busy all the time.

I hate this.
Fuck you!
Fuck everyone.

Basically the only person I have to talk to is my mom.
So, she knows way more than she would normally.
I pretty much tell her everything.

I feel like I'm struggling to stay afloat in a sea of depression.
I can see myself slipping back into it.
It's pretty hard to stay happy when there's nothing to be happy about.

I don't even want to deal with Christmas this year.
I wish we could just skip over it.
There's no point, the only time christmas is enjoyable is when you're a kid.
Those days are long gone.


I never thought I would want to/ be ready to leave Madison.
Now, I know I am and I plan on doing it.
I'm stuck here for almost 2 years though, but the second I can, I'm gone.
I really want to move to Europe (London or Paris).
Mostly I can't imagine moving anywhere in the US, plus I've been in love with Europe since I was 10.

Current Mood: pissed off pissed off

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ducklings From: ducklings Date: December 18th, 2008 03:25 am (UTC) (Link)
Someday we will all have husbands/wives and children and Christmas will be fun again. I'm counting on that.
bubblebrain_31 From: bubblebrain_31 Date: December 18th, 2008 04:11 am (UTC) (Link)
I do look forward to that!
ducklings From: ducklings Date: December 18th, 2008 03:27 am (UTC) (Link)
here's a good job site thingy if you want to look at it, too
bubblebrain_31 From: bubblebrain_31 Date: December 18th, 2008 04:12 am (UTC) (Link)
Thanks, I will.
tlksap From: tlksap Date: December 18th, 2008 04:16 am (UTC) (Link)
Don't run, girl.

If you can't resolve your problems here, you never will.

I've been running for a while now.
Deciding to stick it out has worked best for me.

Fixing your life, yourself, when the odds are against you is the best way to progress as a person.
bubblebrain_31 From: bubblebrain_31 Date: December 19th, 2008 02:08 am (UTC) (Link)
I'm not running from anything.

This is two years from now anyway, and it's something I want to do.
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